080308 PHS dota compy.

it was a exhasted fun and excited day. last nite i slept at 5.30am and today i woke up at 7.30 am. omg la. it so tired. is was surprising that i can wake up with only 2 hr slp. mircale has jus happen ! . lolx. jianwei was worst. he suppose to wake up at 8 am but yet he woke up at 8.36am cos i called him -.-. he even told me he din set alarm when he told me tat he suppose to wake up at 8. -.- diao. meet up was 9am ? lolx.
he make ppl wait dun he? but he was a nice guy ^^. he treat me eat drink. chat with me. pei wo when i damn bored. haha. thanks alot! realy thanks. e compy got mani mani teams i never see b4. onli some faces see b4 and e onli team i know was team.zenith. lolx is lik wth la. lolx. econ, ipod. all there. i see i also happy. lolx. i was helping out in marshaling.! it was fun. lolx. ppl drift drift. i draft draft. haha xP.i kelian e 1st team against zenith.is was so zai >.< dumb ="X">
got some team is those small kids. so cute ! haha. meanwhile of they in final. my stomach start to pain lik no tml >.<>
oh ya! and i saw junming !! haha. so funny la. i saw him was like. he saw me called my name. den i onli rmb him as mingming. lolx. after so long time, i get to see him in real person.
oh man. y do i get jealous easily. and y do i always suspect this and that. is it cos e sense of secure is jus not there or wat? i try to trust him, believe him. but sometime he lies. and yet i duno when is real when is fake. i sometimes was confused. i now very tired le. seriously tired. not much energy to spend on blog. guess i will stop here =]


huix2 ( exhausted.)
i will always love u <3

050308 messed and blessed.

things suddenly dun get well btwn us. i tot he actually gonna leave me. but ended up, things went clearer and better. and we love each other more! i cried. cos i am hurt for wat he said to me. he also cried cos of wat he did to me in e past. nw is NEW START. lolx forget abt b4 start is ahead. lolx dun really wat i talkin abt.
oh ya! ytd i drove my dad's car. wahaha. song ! is car !! thou no license but i drove it. i so happy n excited. haha. ltd got BTT at 6.45.
after we quarrel all this. i start to love him more n more. lik never before. cos we quarrel. we both decided not to slp. he cs i dota. den i read abit abt e theory test. den i dota.after tat we play dota tgt with monkey also. monkey is so damn ~ wth. how to say. hum ? keep farm farm. base tio atk still outside nc farming. wth man~ lolx dota not cs >.<
kkz. time to say abt EMO. lolx. ltd he gona say i din say abt him or mention abthim. lolx he is e driver also e one teach me how to drive a car. haha. really thanks. if nt i wun getto knowhow to drive or learn to or how to start it. haha. kkz the end for him.
dear and me ordered mac to eat weare so bloated ! veri e full. i play dota play till omgwtfbbq la . lolx. 1st rd played with andy. same old thing. got scolded all those shit. lolx. so long he din online pei wo chat all this liao. suddenly saw him online was lik WOW !! lolx.
e most exciting is my deardear ! i now can really sense e love he gave me. e lovehe ha fer me. wo ai ta!! 永远爱 berni ! muackz. i so love him. and love him so much. haha.
now gonna slp le. wan an !


-hUiX2
loved.*

xin fu de wo <3

hehex. so happy having him by my side. singing to me so sweet. wahaha. xin fu siol. damn happy abt it! haha. jian fei >.<>
just nw i cooked egg with chesse he say nice! is a really great compliment xP =D haha. happy abt it having ppl say my cooking . thou sometimes i cook lik shit . haha. ming tian wo yao jia gei ni le. 7 yrs ! i will wait n fight fer it ! haha. xP
nw having headache. he care abt me everytime will aways come by my side. check abt me. see whether m i alright nt and how i feeling. omg~ tat so sweet la. ltd reali kena dang yao bing. but i also yuan yi sia. =X love him lots lots. told him i headache he say nw go dwn buy panadol. tell him my gastric pain again he bring me go find food. WAHAHA food O.O bling bling ~ haha. i am exhausted nw. thou energy and power are still thre. but eyes are shutting dwn. gonna go sleep mode. and restart again.
is been long time since duno when i get this care n concern and this much of love. love him as wat he is. ^^v jian fei =( my mom also say me fei tutu le .haha. seriously gettin more n more tired when i blog. awhile ago i still energetic.
OH YA! i remember. jus nw when i wana fry egg. den got one beetle jus flew into my frying pan. n at there burn to death still got "BAWU" omg. haha. so joke la. i laugh like. rofl!!! damn joke. e beetle really make e day. haha. damn funny.
my dear dear. lolx still wondering wwhat kinda person is he. still wondering. onli know he dun reali talk. quiet. hmmm what else. o.o haha! take times. jealousy of mine really nid to cntrl. xP
wei le ta. ok !! haha. me left shoulder nd arm duno y damn pain n suan. kkz last sentence fer me. i bth liao ! lik gonna break sooner or ltd

muackz ! i love berni T.W.K

-hUiX2 . loved
(xin fu siol)

new love. huihui loves berni.

010308. new love, new relationship. haha. sweet sweet love. i m his 1st love. believe it or not. he jus 2month ynger den me. means 1990. damn i m so idiot to born on nov. haha. he is someone quiet shy i guesss so. haha. dun really understand. in processing, lolx! damn. jus being tgt with him few days yet areadi love him so much. he did lots of sweet things to me. i still misunderstand him. love him lots !!! omg ~ gettin crazy over him. he is someone actually very nice sweet. muackz! ai si ta le.
gx really say things right. break up after one weeks or plus CFM will have new bf.. woops. haha. think i will really cherish him alot. i will really put him in 1st pior. but~ i scare siol. i always go out drink all this. he so caring la ! omg~ damn. i xxoxOXxoOXoxXOXOXXxxOOoxXX!!! lolx. chill ~ i getting crazy abt him. he stop mefrom drinkin all this cos i ~ lolx weak ass. lolx ! i ADMIT~ woops. xP
deardear. e thing i wana tell u. i loveu ! thou being tgt jus few days .lolx. i can really feel e lovingn u givin me ! is IMBAL GOSU siol. lolx. he will jus sit bhind me when i playi dota. thanks for all e patience u have for me. really thanks~ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 waiting fer e moment u clal me dear or dar ~ or smth nice ! lolx .still waiting.




-hUiX2
(in love)
>.<

bored.

i start toget bored now. stay at home doing nth. really make me bored to death. but going out. i also lazy to bath and change to nice nice clothes and go out. =\ aww. wat m i gona do nw.
sunday going to sentosa with yunhua and jessie. duno who else wana join me and them for sentosa. woots! get bikini! yea ! x= gona buy one tml =\duno y i got so piss off by sh cos he went outwith ppl i dunlike. i still duno whether shld i be with him. will i regret this time? but e prob is my dad doesnt like him. cos they quarreled b4?

going out soon! YEA! at last. nick u save my boring life. lolx. omg stomach pain ! one blog take me forever to finish typing. espcially a boring one. haha. thanks many many ppl in my life. wahaha.
jus finish a game. woots! WIN! end game onli deso thread tp and bracer lik wth. kkz. noob me =( when will i get to learn.

tat it for nw! THANKS FOR VIEWING MY BLOG. love u guys <3


-hUiX2

fun!

jus wake up from slp. two days ago i was in camp. in 3do training camp. hehex. it was fun and everything. i was late for the camp cos i slept 4.36am n nid to wake up by 7 ended up i wake up @ 9.30am. lolx. really joke. tp tell me to call shawn and he gave me e wrong number. i reach areadi duno wat to do sia. make me late like hell. lol. reach le den tio punishment of singing e only you thingy. lolx timothy was really makin me laughin. haha. really joke. we play many games tgt. there was actaully 5 teams. but it ended up to be 4 and they break group 5. =( orhhh~ our team name was yiyah. we were thinkin of many thnigs and cheer. is so damn nice >.<>

second day of camp was fun. haha. shoick!! i love sentosa. at last i get to tanned. haha. so fair. =\ this coming sun i going thre again with my sec sch frens. lolx. e bombing game was so fun!! hehex. my group sand castle was e best! rocks man! haha. SPARTANS fer the win !! . haha. xP but din won e best lo0king castle. sad but nvm. we will make it better another time. wahahaha. =x

after everything we went to have dinner. with many many ppl. lolx. sh came to find me. still thinkin of wana patch with him nt. he became so hong so attitude so weird so... i duno how to say. jus find it veri weird. damn weird. it jus dun look lik him. thou i know tat he actaully wanna be with me. but. i still thinkin. if he really wanna change. will he change? i duno wat kind of ppl is he now. i jus confused. to know who is e real him nw. he nw jus in a mess. middle of nth. waitin fer him to settle dwn den i will know wat he has become n how to really love him. he send me home last nite. take my bag and all this. but this is wat he done and everithing he said all this he have done b4. b4 me n him were tgt.. did he really change? i wan him to change good and not bad. i dun wan to hurt each other again. i m sorry i din pei him at e nite. i too tired to go dwn. his phone doesnt have batt. i feel bad. jus sometimes find tat. wanna be with him yet looking at his status nw. is lik i no longer know e previous him. e one who actually guai guai. as in dun smoke dun do those hooligans fuker thingy. but nw he doing it. i jus cant tahan when i see all those. not i wana nag him fer e whole nite. jus totally bu shuang wat he has did and become to. reali bu shuang.

on the other hand i din know wat to do with gx. he likes me same goes to me. but yet. he wana be with me yet canot. so wat going on nw ? i really confused. if i stop contactin him forget abt him. will he be hapy? wat m i suppose to do nw? i reali veri luan ! hais. stay single till really e right one come to me ? confused. love life is always sux fer me.
i guess. let myself be single for a moment bahs. wana chill for nw on.

-hUiX2 (fun , love confusing)

my first blog here. and HIGH SIOL.

lolx. what an night i have fun! . thanks adrie dhayalan. u guys rocks. lolx. went to adrie and qi xiang birthday last night. starting was an boring thingy. nthingg much to do everyone slackin around. sit on grass patch. lolx lik some bagala dash. lolx woots ! i still having hangover. high >.<
i get to know many ppl there. adrie's frens. i saw those 88 exlyss student. all bcame different sia. haha. when the night start to slowly fall in. they start drinkin wine. talk craps. ghost story. bullshitng ard. lolx totally j0ke. haha. we went sendin dinie and dinesh home. while on e way joke sia. we dance jump walk run our way there. i laugh til canot take it . when reached pit we went pasir ris park c whr all e playground is and settle dwn. drink hard liquor. that's powr! haha. i duno i drink quite alot or what. but dhayalan say ya. i drink abit too much. afterrr leaving the place we settle dwn. i can walk straight talk smoothly. jus cnt see things clearly. the feelings is high. sucks. happy! lolx. haha.but was shock that i say everithin out and thanks him fo telling me cos i derserve a better guy that y. really thanks alot my fren. haha
we walk out take bus go home. wake up around 3 plus and i still got kinda hangover. lolx. lookdown will lost strength and direction. haha.
really thanks for being there. love u guys <3

-hUiX2 (high) =x