Wednesday, February 27, 2008

fun!

jus wake up from slp. two days ago i was in camp. in 3do training camp. hehex. it was fun and everything. i was late for the camp cos i slept 4.36am n nid to wake up by 7 ended up i wake up @ 9.30am. lolx. really joke. tp tell me to call shawn and he gave me e wrong number. i reach areadi duno wat to do sia. make me late like hell. lol. reach le den tio punishment of singing e only you thingy. lolx timothy was really makin me laughin. haha. really joke. we play many games tgt. there was actaully 5 teams. but it ended up to be 4 and they break group 5. =( orhhh~ our team name was yiyah. we were thinkin of many thnigs and cheer. is so damn nice >.<>

second day of camp was fun. haha. shoick!! i love sentosa. at last i get to tanned. haha. so fair. =\ this coming sun i going thre again with my sec sch frens. lolx. e bombing game was so fun!! hehex. my group sand castle was e best! rocks man! haha. SPARTANS fer the win !! . haha. xP but din won e best lo0king castle. sad but nvm. we will make it better another time. wahahaha. =x

after everything we went to have dinner. with many many ppl. lolx. sh came to find me. still thinkin of wana patch with him nt. he became so hong so attitude so weird so... i duno how to say. jus find it veri weird. damn weird. it jus dun look lik him. thou i know tat he actaully wanna be with me. but. i still thinkin. if he really wanna change. will he change? i duno wat kind of ppl is he now. i jus confused. to know who is e real him nw. he nw jus in a mess. middle of nth. waitin fer him to settle dwn den i will know wat he has become n how to really love him. he send me home last nite. take my bag and all this. but this is wat he done and everithing he said all this he have done b4. b4 me n him were tgt.. did he really change? i wan him to change good and not bad. i dun wan to hurt each other again. i m sorry i din pei him at e nite. i too tired to go dwn. his phone doesnt have batt. i feel bad. jus sometimes find tat. wanna be with him yet looking at his status nw. is lik i no longer know e previous him. e one who actually guai guai. as in dun smoke dun do those hooligans fuker thingy. but nw he doing it. i jus cant tahan when i see all those. not i wana nag him fer e whole nite. jus totally bu shuang wat he has did and become to. reali bu shuang.

on the other hand i din know wat to do with gx. he likes me same goes to me. but yet. he wana be with me yet canot. so wat going on nw ? i really confused. if i stop contactin him forget abt him. will he be hapy? wat m i suppose to do nw? i reali veri luan ! hais. stay single till really e right one come to me ? confused. love life is always sux fer me.
i guess. let myself be single for a moment bahs. wana chill for nw on.

-hUiX2 (fun , love confusing)

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